The end of living in fear
As far back as I can remember I have lived under this veil of cloudiness, fatigue which masked this deeper feeling of guilt and fear. Fear of what you say ? Fear of facing my reality. And not being able to accept the reality. Because it was too painful to face it. I pretended that everything was alright when in fact it totally wasn't. I would compare myself to my friends and think that it is too late for me to do all of those things. That I've missed out on those experiences and that I would never be able to catch up to them. The epiphany I had was that I am making this a self fulfilling prophecy. This blog is a way from me to pour my heart out and get my life in order. The way you do one thing is the way you do everything. As Steve Carell says in the Netflix series ' Space Force', The way you do one thing is the way you do everything. This idea that I can merrily not do my work well but at the same time do swimmingly well in all oth...